I have been an 
Electrician…
Constantly rewiring
My neural pathways
Unlearning
Life lessons
That were never explicitly taught.

I learned how to read
Braille subtext
With trembling fingertips
In an environment
Where I was forbidden
To feel.
I was taught
That expressing my hurt
Was not valid within itself—
It was an act of
Defiance or Disobedience

I used to resist
Being an active participant
In violations of my boundaries.
Walking the lines between
Abuser and abetting
Betrayer and betrayed,
Beware.


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3 responses to “Beware”

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    Scott Daniel Maddox

    I read lots of your pomes in little sips. You’ve alot to say. I ponder. At first verse and I thought, I’ve done that

  2. Scott Daniel Maddox Avatar
    Scott Daniel Maddox

    I wept reading this

    1. Oh wow, thank you for sharing that. I’m honored to have had an impact.

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